My second blog... will be more casual and less heavy. millie as in dat ... i can feel so milli-insigificant at times or that i wan to have alot of $$.. hehe.. (read millions) my mill churns out sweet ovaltine bytes and not so sweet wheat and bran too. u noe.. the normal boooring and plain and sometimes bitter kernels. here we go in the mill!millie8188millie<p>i muz be one of those who have the worst and best temparement at the same time. just as i do not like people making me uncomfortable, giving me a hard time, i oso do not like doing the same to people.. so people get away.. almost too easily.</p><p>i gotta learn to be strong. move on and etc etc etc .</p><p>havent cried for some time. but i do feel sad and lost now. i dun feel good. not at all. </p>18-04-2008 00:51:3401-01-1970 07:30:0018-04-2008 00:51:34Atomic Island Administrator05-09-2010 22:49:4605-09-2010 22:49:4605-09-2010 22:49:46millie<p>i muz be one of those who have the worst and best temparement at the same time. just as i do not like people making me uncomfortable, giving me a hard time, i oso do not like doing the same to people.. so people get away.. almost too easily.</p><p>i gotta learn to be strong. move on and etc etc etc .</p><p>havent cried for some time. but i do feel sad and lost now. i dun feel good. not at all. </p>18-04-2008 00:51:3401-01-1970 07:30:0018-04-2008 00:51:34millie<p>Literally, its was that I went on course for the past 3 days. Very generous of timing and the course was not cheap either. I took Success with Presentations at the British Council. The best was the sweet ending everyday. 5pm. The course ended at 5pm everyday.</p><p>Sweet. have not managed to go home so early for such a long time. I always tend to work later than the norm. But as it ends so early, I also find it difficult to spend the extra 2 hrs or so... hehe...</p><p>I need to find some stuff to occupy myself, it seems.</p>26-03-2008 20:07:2201-01-1970 07:30:0026-03-2008 20:07:22millie<p>i attended a luncheon wedding at Amara Santuary, Sentosa today. the place is gorgeous with lots of green and natural lighting and wood in its design.</p><p>the solemnisation was also held before the banquet.. well, personally, tot that the JP was very very long winded. apart from making some cold jokes, he went on to say at least 5 minutes worth of tips to manage a marriage before offically declaring the couple man and wife.</p><p>went to watch the Jap show, Fly (i tink so), a soapy love story and these shows come together.. think PS I love you. was careful not to let the non waterproof mascara run and it didnt. still have to take bus back mah.</p><p>lately, movies dun perk me up like they used to. i am not sure if its due to the movies not being my cup of tea or i am simply disinterested. u would rarely see me not fidgeting, not concentrating, bored and sleepy during a show nowadays. </p><p>maybe i should stick to comedies.</p>09-03-2008 02:19:2901-01-1970 07:30:0009-03-2008 02:19:29millie<p>It was a <font color="#3300ff"><strong>blue smurfy Monday</strong></font> for me today, i tink my horoscope oso wrote something that i was only human so.. just take it ez. so much so that i applied for PM leave and then retracted it.</p><p>Nah.. a quiet lunch break and watsons therapy helps though i got alot of oral care items today.. happens i was scrutinising the oral care dept. at least i unwrapped and use the items today. tink of it like scrub, mask, toner and moisturiser for face aka for teeth.</p><p>lately, i have been able to stomach more indifference from frens. well, i dun tink i was ever angry/pissed watsoever jus somewat upset. Maybe so much so for wanting people to be more <font color="#33cc66"><strong>Aware</strong> </font>of me/feelings. See, even my horoscope says I am only human. Its true I can usually take alot of crap, jokes etc but things should have a limit at times. dun take me for granted either and oso please, i almost usually dun &quot;fleece&quot; people.</p><p>i met up with an ancient fren of 10 years on-off.. platonic of cos. and I finally found someone who is truly happy with his work and life perhaps. <em><font color="#ff6600">its so good to be able to enjoy what you are doing, more so if u can enjoy what life gives you.</font></em> there's probably nothing perfect but some people do take content wif what they have.</p><p>I'm more of a scales kinda person plus brought up to be modest and conservative such that I dun err on being too happy, too optimistic <font color="#ff3399">but its good to say out loud how happy you are and not afraid to share it with people when you are.</font></p><p />04-03-2008 02:21:2004-03-2008 02:24:1804-03-2008 02:21:20millie<p>its been forever since i came back here.. read my last 3 entries.</p><p>Havent caught up with the other atomican's entries... used to read whenever i blogged too.</p><p>the month of Dec is a month of many gatherings, meet-ups and expenditure. This past 6 months has alot of changes gg for me. First, I changed a job (again) and in my 5th month of work.. and still quite abit clueless about scope and stuff. Such that yesterday I emailed my Big Boss and said that I needed his help and that my past discussions with my RO didnt shed alot of light. well not in a rude way. I oso openly challenged my RO yesterday cos I felt that somethings just dun 'click'/ retrospectively, there could have been a better way of handling stuff... BLAH BLAH BLAH.</p><p>On top of this, I also disconnected with my ex good pal.. 5 mths ago when i walked out of our outing and broke off all contact. Till recently, she IM me.. we chatted alittle. still.. </p><p>and another fren too... biz do not mix with pleasure.</p>29-12-2007 16:49:1101-01-1970 07:30:0029-12-2007 16:49:11